The Art of Animaling: November 2008

Thursday, November 27, 2008

my favourite books


The first time I ever read Mark Haddon was during uni, in the midst of my Creative Writing: A Novella class. I had picked up the Whitbread Book of the Year 2003 winner, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time for a spot of inspiration; things were running dry in the ideas department. It was a really good read and I found it really creative the way he infuses habits of the protagonist into the physical book itself, such as the page numbers (you have to read it to find out). This was a book about an autistic boy, who gets accused of killing his neighbour's dog and thus sets out to investigate the murder to clear his innocence. Perhaps the morbidity (dog was speared with a garden rake thingy) got to me - I ended up writing 6,000 words on a boy killing his mom. Ooer. Sick, but I got good marks on that paper okay.


Last night I finished reading Haddon's other book, A Spot of Bother. Really good book! I like his style: easy to read, straight forward, a good balance in the story telling which was neither too much nor too little descriptions. This particular book is about a very nice old man (albeit a bit detached from the world) who discovers a lesion on his hip - a spot of bother - which is actually eczema, but he's convinced that it's cancer. He starts losing his mind, but he doesn't go crazy insane. Instead, he tries his best not to trouble his family; tries to 'go insane politely' so the back cover says. Haddon is also quite unrelenting with his descriptions. Somewhere in the middle of the book, the protagonist tries to remove the cancer by cutting the lesion of his hip with a pair of scissors. The descriptions were so detailed and so real, the picture of it was so clear in my mind! At this point I felt damn lemah sial. I felt so geli and queasy that I couldn't even hold the pages properly. So gross, but I couldn't stop reading! Only thing to do was to read faster and get past those few pages. Only other book that ever made me feel and imagine something so real was Kim Wilkin's The Resurrectionists.


I normally don't do horror. I used to, having read every single one of R. L. Stine's books (does Fear Street ring a bell?) and watched a lot of horror movies until the year my grandpa died and I got freaked out with all these...death and supernatural stuff, and have since turned into a BIG FAT COWARD. Yah, go ahead and boo me.


But I digress. In my second semester, I was forced to read horror. In my reading list was Kim Wilkin's The Resurrectionists. I went to the uni bookstore and grabbed all the books, without noticing the genre. I didn't even know it was horror until I was quarter of the book in. Oh. My. Lord. For the remaining three quarters of the book, I had goosebumps all over just reading it. But I couldn't stop, because it was just too good to put down. I read it at home, on the bus, in uni, till the very last page. Then we had an exam on it. And until today, I can't stop raving about it, because it's just about the very best book I've ever read. Even if you don't like horror, you will appreciate the fantabulous story telling.


Another one of my favourite books is Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie. Super touching, super real, super super! Fantastic read. Not a long book, easy to read and explores in depth the human mind, existence, life. Makes you think, ponder, wonder. Gives you a different perspective on life. The book was practically glued to my hands till the last page. I'm thinking of trying Albom's other titles.

I'm now about to crack the spine of The Highest Tide by Jim Lynch. After that will be the famous Marley & Me by John Grogan. Can't wait for that book! Cute little doggie on the front cover staring at me everyday, grr.

Off to read, ta!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

traces of you

Your cage, still there with its fresh crisp bedding, worn out wheel and bowl full of kuacis…just without you in it. We still can't bring ourselves to clean and store it.

The newly opened pack of bedding I just got for you a month before you left.
The three-quarter-full container of yummy kuacis.
Jacob’s cream crackers.
And in unexpected places…

I open my CD album in search of some old songs and see the album of Redang photos, the CD on which Aya had drawn a cartoon version of you.

By force of habit I open your cage to let you out every time I’m at Liang’s apartment till I realised that no furry thing is gonna climb out anymore.

We scrambled to find and keep and treasure the last traces of you.
Photos in our handphones, photos in my laptop, photos in my camera.
One precious video of you cycling (the other one got blitz into oblivion when my laptop crashed).

I guess one thing we’re glad for is that we gave you all our best, in terms of time, effort, love. Amongst all my hamsters, you lived the longest and you made it past the two year mark! (ok that came out weird...) By the time you were two years old, we were already preparing for the day. So it wasn’t such a big surprise, although it doesn’t lessen the pain. You were obviously getting old; less cycling, less climbing around, less hyper. More mellow, soft…more manja also, less of the fierce lansi-ness of your early days, but always a curious creature till the end.

Some things still make my heart catch.

Like, how I stop myself from calling out "Kuaciiiii!!!" every time I walk past your cage.
Like, how we suddenly remember funny things you used to do, and having to stop myself from bringing it up.
Like, how you like to squeeze into the corners of the sofa.
Like, how I wiped you with a soft tissue and you tried to stuff the tissue into your cheeks.
Like, how you struggled to breathe during your last few hours.
Like, how thin you were because you were too weak to eat.
Like, how you took your last breath in Liang's hands.
Like, how I caught Liang staring at your grave in the corner of my garden and though I could only see the back of his head...I knew the look on his face.

Just like how I wrote an opening story on you…

*click*

…this, will be your closing chapter.




I guess we'll never get over you.

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On a happier note...

Happy Birthday Justyne...

what up, yo?

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Happy Birthday, Muskelman



Happy Birthday Jules!


Hope you had a blast yesterday

and your boxers can use to wipe the car


The guys constipating


Cheers! Crazy eyes!


p/s: You're weak.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

losing my mind

I recently changed my toothbrush.

Rummaged through the stash of Oral-B, searching for the right size. Found two, one red and the other purple. Decided on the purple.

The weekend passes and on Monday morning, while brushing my teeth, I was holding the red toothbrush. I thought I took the purple one. I looked at the toothbrush holder and there it was, the purple toothbrush. Try as I might, I cannot recall when on earth I actually took out the red one, and when I started using it.

Best part is, I brought it all the way to Melaka, used it in Liang's house over the weekend, brought it all the way back, and didn't realise till Monday morning. I conclude that I must have sleep-walked one night and took out the red toothbrush.

Or maybe I lost my memory. Or mind. Or both.

Good news is, I went to the dentist after more than 5 years and my teeth are still good, yay.